Lines from Months Afterwards
 

 
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
 
What is it?

Lately I've met some people who I think are particularly interesting...people who I'm excited about, and as I told someone, I haven't been excited about people in quite a long time. One of them especially strikes my fancy, and I'm supposed to meet up with him later on to go to a show. What's it about? Is it a *gasp* dare I say the word, date? I know that I am wondering about this because, like I say, he strikes my fancy in a certain way. I don't know what it is, but I definitely report back to you if it's in the positive direction. I think my karmic schoolbus is in order, but...one never knows. This of course is after the latest in installments of the saga of a doomed romance that "officially" ended a year ago, just around now. I'd like to say that I'm completely over it, but I know that would be a lie. I'm in much better shape than say, last April or last October. I'm better than when I wondered if he was even breathing. But still, after 5 months of no contact (just obtain a black phone and put plain white block letters on it saying DONT) it's strange to see his car out of nowhere. It's inevitable, I suppose in such a small town like this town-city. So this strangeness, but the possibility of a new start. It's almost April, I think it's time to spring the fuck forward.

 

 
   
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